My world just seems to be crumbling down and I don't know what to do. I have been crying for days. The doctor is tweaking my meds but it could be anything. It could be the depressive state that occurs after a mania period in people with bipolar, it could be my new birth control, it could be hormones, it could be the mood stablizer. It is a dance between all of these things that leaves me twirling and falling down dizzy and very confused. Exhausted and wanting the music to just stop.
I am feeling so overwhelmed with life... and yet so underwhelmed with work. I am rolling off a project and it sounds like I won't be needed for another project for about a month. What am I supposed to do with that time? Especially since I have such little drive. Maybe I am asking for too much. Or maybe I am expecting too much of myself.
Well off to bed. It's 9pm and I am turning into a pumpkin.
Daria
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