Another week...

I don't know WHAT is going on with me. I am so exhausted and cried most of the week. Part of it is that I am always hazy, tired and unmotivated. I am coming to the realization that my company doesn't need me. It's so weird. Either I am not testing enough or there isn't enough testing to keep me busy full time. Right now that is a good thing because I have so many appointments but I don't know what will happen when I am off short term disability and need to clock 40 hours. I am also reading these requirements documents for new products and it is like GREEK. At my last company I was a Subject Matter Expert (SME) on practically everything I touched but here I feel like I am barely treading water. Maybe it is because the Internet is my playground while telecom isn't.

Well enough of my pity party (I know some of you are OVER hearing me say "why me") on a brighter note.... Lesley put on her jammies by herself tonight. Dora was on and she grabbed the shirt and put it on. She accidentally got an arm in the head hole then pulled it out and plugged the head hole with her head. Then she figured out how to get each arm in. She put on the pants while sitting on the floor. She stood up and her feet were still in the legs she she sat back down and fixed it so her feet were out and then she stood up and pulled the pants up over her diaper. The whole process took about 10 minutes but it was amazing to watch her trouble shoot the whole thing. When she was done there was a huge round of hugs and she was just beaming with pride. It was cool to watch. Now if only I could get her potty trained.